Ashamed!

I'm hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The pain is squeezing inside of me.
But i guess time will heal the wounds
I guess time will come that i can breathe again
I guess in time I will learn to forget this feeling and completely let go of it.
I know God will never fail me and you whoever you are feeling the same way I'm feeling right now...If only (and I really hope) we can learn how to accept things that God wants us to accept with all our hearts and souls.

The problem with me and you is that we don't want what God wants for us we always struggle for what we feel in our impulse not with God's will.

Each time I struggle i got only hurt and feel more pain, then I turn to God to make Him see how hurt i'am to all His decision that I refused to accept and wanting him to give me things that maybe...rather...things that he did not want for me.

i know I'm not the only one who felt this way sometimes and feel ashamed afterwards.
Ashamed...because I know and we all know that God never leave us and will never forsaken us no matter how bad our actions, but instead He will stay by our side and embrace us...did it not come to your mind if God is crying while embracing you tight in order for you to be saved from the darkness, sin and sorrow? GOD IS GOOD. GOD IS GREAT. He only wants happiness for us and feel the eternal love He gave us ever since and nothing more. We are lucky, we are the best for Him


I feel bad and sorry for my bad actions and deeds...(I know...I feel it)but you know what? I'am hoping that i could live to what is best and do things right...not just in my mind or in my words but to have courage to apply it my everyday life so when i'm gone I'am ready to face Him...smiling...tell Him...you know what God even though I broke your wills before I learn and manage to do things in your way surrendering to you before I reach the half of my time in the world that has a beauty that reflects your heart...

GOD IS GOOD, GOD IS GREAT, GOD IS THE BEST OF ALL THE REST!!!! hehehehehe! yahoo! hold me, hold us forever Amen.

There is so much more in Life

While watching one of my favorite Korean Novelas, I realised there is so much in life that a single soul needs to do in order to improve him/herself. While waiting for our counterpart why not do things that you love to do without thinking of someone that might be "D one".

1. Study things you want to know (e.g. Cooking, Arts, Music, etc.)
2. Read a lot of books that might caught your interest.
3. Go out with your friends (shopping, watch cinema, etc.)
4. Work Harder for your family and future (Why don't we repay the kindness of our parents? We need to be successful and to be at our best so that our parents will be proud of us and never regrets the things they have done for us since then until now).
5. Learn to save money for the future...(Leisure...wahahahahaa!! Travel!!!)
6. Go to places you've never been.

there are so many things that a free and single soul like us can do and has to do...
Life has so many things to offer...

I know deep inside we're not yet ready for a realtionship that will tie us to a commitment that only two mature soul can handle...very much sure and ready...

I think our time will come if we manage to grow with different things and different people around us and passed the test of time...the test of God, that can help us to be more prepared and ready.

And..HaLLER PEOPLE!!!! I think sometimes we need to free ourselves and breathe for a while...thinking about our counterpart so much cause us so many heartaches and headaches...hehehehehe.. Relax...

THE CANON ROCK MASTER

This next rock rock sensation will soon rock the Philippines.

I hope this guy will marry me someday... that's if my friend Amy will not kill me. Asteg!!!!!!!!!!! by the way this Canon Master is MARIA AMY RIZZA CRUZ's COUNTERPART.

Harry Potter

This is one of my favorite scenes in Harry Potter book VI...

"You see!" said a strained voice. Tonks was glaring at Lupin. "She wants to marry him, even though he's been bitten! She doesn't care!"
"it's different," said Lupin, barely moving his lips and looking suddenly tense. "Bill will not be a full werewolf. the cases are completely__"
"But I don't care either, I don't care!" said Tonks, seizing the front of lupin's robes and shaking them. "I've told you a million times..."

And the meaning of Tonk's patronus and her mouse-colored hair, and the reason she had come running to find Dumbledore when she had heard a rumor someone had been attacked by Greyblack, all suddenly became clear to Harry; it had not been Sirius that Tonk's had fallen in love with after all.

"And I've told you a million times," said Lupin refusing to meet her eyes, staring at the floor, 'that I'am too old for you, too poor... too dangerous..."
...FFD

In the last chapter (the saddest chapter) Harry saw lot of people especially Tonks,with her hair miracolously returned to vividest pink and Lupin, with whom she seemed to be holding hands.

3 thumbs up for J.K. Rowling (for harry and Ginny, Ron and Hermione,and Tonks and Lupin) hehehehehehe...

Sana kung lahat lang kasing tapang ni Lupin, at sana kung lahat lang kasing persistent ni Tonks at pinaglaban niya yung nararamdaman niya para kay Lupin, kahit ilang beses siyang tinagihan nito dahil sa mga stupid reasons nito, e di sana walang mga broken hearted at nagsasayang ng oras na mga taong nalagay sa katulad na situation nila.

10-30 years na pagitan ng edad? Walang kwenta kung tunay naman kayong nagmamahalan. yahoo! Kaya nga may kasabihang Age doesn't matter e.

Don't waste time! I-cherish nyo na lang ang bawat araw ng buhay ninyo, wag nyo na lang intindihin ang sasabihin ng iba. Hindi naman masama kung may blessing ni God at wala kayong tinatapakan na tao. Remember si God ang gumagawa ng love story natin...na para talaga sa atin lang kaya ba't mo kakahiya? Yun nga ang the best gift na ibibigay at naibigay ni God for us, so why waste time if that other half is standing right in front of you. yahoo! Love you God. thank you.

God Bless sa mga taong tunay na nagmamahalan. More power! Aja!