When we heard someone saying that he just letting his feelings and thoughts float into the air.. sometimes it's scary, right? We must guard our thoughts and filter the things that penetrate to our minds and hearts, because we are living in the world of deception, trials and temptation. It is scary to just let go of our thoughts and feelings out of desperation (sometimes it is a symptom of giving up) that causes us to do rush decision. Out of pain, uncertainty and anger we do things that put us in a more risky situation that lead us to the road of destruction. But today it is so great to let my mind and heart float into the air knowing that God is there staring at me.It is so easy for me to let it go because I know God will handle everything for me (for you). I can't described things that running into my mind and express the feelings that I do feel now, but I'am certain that its so wonderful like I want to just let it go and let myself float,and I assure you it is not the feelings that people experience when they are high in drugs that is why I feel more secure and safe! I know it is God whose penetrating in my life right now.
Come to think of it...Our thoughts is just like our life. If we just let it go and put it in God's care it will be more easy for us to go on everyday no matter how rough the journey is, still you can cherish every moments with our God ..if only we will live in faith and love Him more than everything in this whole wide world and universe.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Fantasy
Fantasy, fantasy, can lose your senses.
Fantasy, fantasy can detached you to the real world. Fantasy...fantasy.. if not be controlled, your life will be wasted.
Fantasy world color your fantasy life but not your breathing life. A little girl i know for so long just want to cry and cry when she found out everything that makes her feel right and happy is just a fantasy. Now that she's awake everything that she had is just a fading pictures of what she thought her world...her beautiful world which is a sham. Reading lots of books give her courage to dream, give her new excitement, a new taste of supposed to be adventure, but when she closed her books reality falls on her. 'You can't do it' a nugging voice in her mind keep telling her. She is lack of things that she needs to do what she wants to do. She feels that she doesn't have knowledge to pursue her goals unlike the heroines in her books. She is lack of money to finance her journey. She is lack of courage, her self esteem is dying, inferiority reigns, fears consume her. She wants to cry until to the last drop of her tears and toss everything around her beacuse of anguish, anger and bitterness for every failure she could no longer bears. She hates the world for making her feel that way. Many times she seek God's reasons for the pains that she had. She asked God where He was when she is in deep trouble, in the midst of uncertainty, shame, and her suffering. But all the times she ask God, a little voice inside of her keep on telling her, that God is beside her all the time she seek Him. He suffers as she suffers. He cries as she feel her pains, Bruises as she hurt herself, Die as she loses her faith. But He never loses His faith on her, He never look at her in her miserable condition especially when she was blaming Him for everything gone wrong into her life when infact it is also her fault, and never never stop fighting for her to gain her own victory to all the trials she destined to face, and For her to have the life that He once promise when He died on the cross. He shed blood- his own precious blood to save her soul from the eternal flame of doom.
God suffers when He see us suffers, but there's no way to mold us but through His trials and pains. There's no way to test us but to rob us from the things we cling on to this life and see if our faith and loyalty will remain for Jesus alone.
Fantasy, fantasy can detached you to the real world. Fantasy...fantasy.. if not be controlled, your life will be wasted.
Fantasy world color your fantasy life but not your breathing life. A little girl i know for so long just want to cry and cry when she found out everything that makes her feel right and happy is just a fantasy. Now that she's awake everything that she had is just a fading pictures of what she thought her world...her beautiful world which is a sham. Reading lots of books give her courage to dream, give her new excitement, a new taste of supposed to be adventure, but when she closed her books reality falls on her. 'You can't do it' a nugging voice in her mind keep telling her. She is lack of things that she needs to do what she wants to do. She feels that she doesn't have knowledge to pursue her goals unlike the heroines in her books. She is lack of money to finance her journey. She is lack of courage, her self esteem is dying, inferiority reigns, fears consume her. She wants to cry until to the last drop of her tears and toss everything around her beacuse of anguish, anger and bitterness for every failure she could no longer bears. She hates the world for making her feel that way. Many times she seek God's reasons for the pains that she had. She asked God where He was when she is in deep trouble, in the midst of uncertainty, shame, and her suffering. But all the times she ask God, a little voice inside of her keep on telling her, that God is beside her all the time she seek Him. He suffers as she suffers. He cries as she feel her pains, Bruises as she hurt herself, Die as she loses her faith. But He never loses His faith on her, He never look at her in her miserable condition especially when she was blaming Him for everything gone wrong into her life when infact it is also her fault, and never never stop fighting for her to gain her own victory to all the trials she destined to face, and For her to have the life that He once promise when He died on the cross. He shed blood- his own precious blood to save her soul from the eternal flame of doom.
God suffers when He see us suffers, but there's no way to mold us but through His trials and pains. There's no way to test us but to rob us from the things we cling on to this life and see if our faith and loyalty will remain for Jesus alone.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Duh! (talking to myself)
Most of the people are reluctant to do things they want to do.
They hate to be interrupted at their normal and comfortable life.
They don't want changes, they are contented in what they have, they are the one who exactly addicted to STAGNANTATION.
Anyway the shocking news is they are the people who have the biggest dreams ever in the whole wide world...sadly dreamers love to dream but not to act.
They hate extra efforts, time, patience, they hate additional knowledge etc. They just want to seat back and relax (just like what a song I used to hear..hehehehe) wishing someday they will have the life that they've been dreaming; or the one they have watched in the movie or read in the books. Surely, people, your dreams will be burried in your mind..in your fantasy world but not in the real world...and in the end only desperation, pain, bitterness and hatred will come out in your real life.
Unfortunately these are the people who are committed in an easy life. I know someone who fell to that kind of person and her name is ME. But right now ME is trying to fight for her dreams...for her destiny...and she felt that its is very much fun and exciting, much better than being stag in her house.
Let me tell you that life isn't a very easy journey. Life is so precious..God-given gift to us-undeserve people. Everyday is a battle for our salvation. Everyday is a battle for us to become worthy to have it eternally in the eternal kingdom. And in this battle laziness, and fears has no room. For these attitudes are the ultimate reason why people like ME do not pursue their destiny...and the only antidote to that is FAITH. trusting God in your every steps will change your mindset.
They hate to be interrupted at their normal and comfortable life.
They don't want changes, they are contented in what they have, they are the one who exactly addicted to STAGNANTATION.
Anyway the shocking news is they are the people who have the biggest dreams ever in the whole wide world...sadly dreamers love to dream but not to act.
They hate extra efforts, time, patience, they hate additional knowledge etc. They just want to seat back and relax (just like what a song I used to hear..hehehehe) wishing someday they will have the life that they've been dreaming; or the one they have watched in the movie or read in the books. Surely, people, your dreams will be burried in your mind..in your fantasy world but not in the real world...and in the end only desperation, pain, bitterness and hatred will come out in your real life.
Unfortunately these are the people who are committed in an easy life. I know someone who fell to that kind of person and her name is ME. But right now ME is trying to fight for her dreams...for her destiny...and she felt that its is very much fun and exciting, much better than being stag in her house.
Let me tell you that life isn't a very easy journey. Life is so precious..God-given gift to us-undeserve people. Everyday is a battle for our salvation. Everyday is a battle for us to become worthy to have it eternally in the eternal kingdom. And in this battle laziness, and fears has no room. For these attitudes are the ultimate reason why people like ME do not pursue their destiny...and the only antidote to that is FAITH. trusting God in your every steps will change your mindset.
A tRue fAb
We girls want to look fab everytime and everywhere, specially with people around us that we care and love so much (God, our parents, siblings, super kilig cRuShes or should I say "our one true love second to God).
But isn't great not just to look fAb-but to become fAbulous inside-out; In every moves and turn we do, in every choices (dress, bags, shoes, people we want to be with), decisions (dreams, things we deal in life etc.)that we make.
Whenever and wherever the wind brought us our fashionable outlooks will never leave a marked to the places and people we touched by our grace but the smile and joy that we shared to them.
A Lady who can impart her heart and show the image of her heavenly father is surely will shine above all else and definitely a True FAB in its true meaning.
But isn't great not just to look fAb-but to become fAbulous inside-out; In every moves and turn we do, in every choices (dress, bags, shoes, people we want to be with), decisions (dreams, things we deal in life etc.)that we make.
Whenever and wherever the wind brought us our fashionable outlooks will never leave a marked to the places and people we touched by our grace but the smile and joy that we shared to them.
A Lady who can impart her heart and show the image of her heavenly father is surely will shine above all else and definitely a True FAB in its true meaning.
Monday, November 12, 2007
Every Move I Make
Every move I make, I make in You
You make me move, Jesus
Every breath I take,
I breathe in You
Every step I take,
I take in You
You are my way, Jesus
Every breath I take, I breathe in You
Waves of mercy, waves of grace
Everywhere I look, I see Your face
Your love has captured me
Oh, my God, this love,
How can it be?
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
You make me move, Jesus
Every breath I take,
I breathe in You
Every step I take,
I take in You
You are my way, Jesus
Every breath I take, I breathe in You
Waves of mercy, waves of grace
Everywhere I look, I see Your face
Your love has captured me
Oh, my God, this love,
How can it be?
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Friday, November 02, 2007
"The other Side of our Faith"
How do we value our faith? How do we value Christ? God is very pleased with His Son Jesus. He never sin,always follow what God the father want Him to do, and always eager to do right. He is very holy from the start, He was conceived by the Holy spirit, until He went up to heaven. Honor, glory righteousness never departed from Him.
WHen the "magdalene issue" was brought out to the public...how does we react and accept it? Some says if Christ done it, it is ok because He is God, we know that whatever He does is good and for the better. Honestly I had that same reaction at first, but when reading the bible and saw how he was conceived and grow, I am stunned. Is that how I valued him? Is he a king who will be temp or caught by those kind of emotions? Did he not conquer the temptation brought by Satan after fasting for 40 days? Does Jesus our God lost his mind to do something that has no use for the future? When the pharisees ask Jesus, if a widow marry again and lost again his wife who will be his wife when he gets into heaven. Jesus Christ answered that everyone will become like angels who will live in his father kingdom and will love each others as brother and sisters. Our ultimate love and praise will be given only to our Father God, forever. There's no need to ask or debate who should a husband claim as his wife. If having a family is for a man to be happy and contented as his reward from God...what is the purpose of Jesus having an affair or a child, if He is one with the father his happiness is Us and we are God's children (Everyone of us are God's creation but not everyone of us are His children. We can be God's children when we accept Jesus Christ our only Lord and Savior).
After reading this. What is your stand regarding this issue. Is He the God who will keep His family unproudly and brought out like this in the public as if he does something terribly...let's face it the issue shock the nation and brought shame to God's name. Let's think about it; in abraham times, God already proudly proclaim that He will have a son who will save his people from the world's deceptions that lead man into sin.
I just hope we will value Christ the way he value us with his precious life that we don't deserve. How come we take time to read someone's book, how come we quickly give in and beleive to some painter's thoughts who does nothing to us but to shake our faith and give shame to our God, when we don't look or check out first the truth about our God in the bible, what about checking his thoughts and dream for us in advance and don't depend on sunday preaching only. I just hope we will beleive and put all our hopes and dreams to God first. And if we can't really find time to do know Him because we are so bc enjoying the sorrow that brings joy in the end and all the plesure and luxury we have because he bless us so much,let just think about his suffering when he sacrifice his son for us who are corrupt but he love so much.
I hope in times like this we could fight for his holiness and mighty name that He is our God no one could ever brought shame to His throne. We can do it Even in our simple ways of loving and smiling to one another and say thank you to God after we wake up in the morning and before sleeping.
WHen the "magdalene issue" was brought out to the public...how does we react and accept it? Some says if Christ done it, it is ok because He is God, we know that whatever He does is good and for the better. Honestly I had that same reaction at first, but when reading the bible and saw how he was conceived and grow, I am stunned. Is that how I valued him? Is he a king who will be temp or caught by those kind of emotions? Did he not conquer the temptation brought by Satan after fasting for 40 days? Does Jesus our God lost his mind to do something that has no use for the future? When the pharisees ask Jesus, if a widow marry again and lost again his wife who will be his wife when he gets into heaven. Jesus Christ answered that everyone will become like angels who will live in his father kingdom and will love each others as brother and sisters. Our ultimate love and praise will be given only to our Father God, forever. There's no need to ask or debate who should a husband claim as his wife. If having a family is for a man to be happy and contented as his reward from God...what is the purpose of Jesus having an affair or a child, if He is one with the father his happiness is Us and we are God's children (Everyone of us are God's creation but not everyone of us are His children. We can be God's children when we accept Jesus Christ our only Lord and Savior).
After reading this. What is your stand regarding this issue. Is He the God who will keep His family unproudly and brought out like this in the public as if he does something terribly...let's face it the issue shock the nation and brought shame to God's name. Let's think about it; in abraham times, God already proudly proclaim that He will have a son who will save his people from the world's deceptions that lead man into sin.
I just hope we will value Christ the way he value us with his precious life that we don't deserve. How come we take time to read someone's book, how come we quickly give in and beleive to some painter's thoughts who does nothing to us but to shake our faith and give shame to our God, when we don't look or check out first the truth about our God in the bible, what about checking his thoughts and dream for us in advance and don't depend on sunday preaching only. I just hope we will beleive and put all our hopes and dreams to God first. And if we can't really find time to do know Him because we are so bc enjoying the sorrow that brings joy in the end and all the plesure and luxury we have because he bless us so much,let just think about his suffering when he sacrifice his son for us who are corrupt but he love so much.
I hope in times like this we could fight for his holiness and mighty name that He is our God no one could ever brought shame to His throne. We can do it Even in our simple ways of loving and smiling to one another and say thank you to God after we wake up in the morning and before sleeping.
Monday, October 29, 2007
to all the girls out there
Do you know how to pray? bible said be specific..and if theres any prayers that you cant put in to words God Spirit will help you.
We had our cellgroup last week; my cellgroup leader told us what God revealed to her while praying. When we are asking God about our GPW(fm malen's vocabulary(God's Perfect Will)) we want God to revealed our man to us..we are always in search, right?
Eve was brought to Adam -that was God revealed to my leader. So now in praying for our GPW, we should ask God to bring us to our prince...hehehehe.. Happy Trip na lang Woman of God! But first we should grow individually with our God. let our souls, hearts and minds grow in Christ. remember you attract who you are. And behind every man's failure is a woman. Woman was created by God to be a suitable helper for Man to bring out the best in them not the worst.
We had our cellgroup last week; my cellgroup leader told us what God revealed to her while praying. When we are asking God about our GPW(fm malen's vocabulary(God's Perfect Will)) we want God to revealed our man to us..we are always in search, right?
Eve was brought to Adam -that was God revealed to my leader. So now in praying for our GPW, we should ask God to bring us to our prince...hehehehe.. Happy Trip na lang Woman of God! But first we should grow individually with our God. let our souls, hearts and minds grow in Christ. remember you attract who you are. And behind every man's failure is a woman. Woman was created by God to be a suitable helper for Man to bring out the best in them not the worst.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
New Things
I wanna runaway from my comfort zone that in the end will be the 'the end' of me. I wanna go where God want me to go. i want to search the world where God want me to search. Even if I find nothing (visible things) I know all the obstacles that i will encounter in my search is the test (things that God want me to learn) that God plan for me to mold me, to strengthen me, to help me grow in faith, to depend on Him even better. I love my God, I love Him so....that I want to change mylife in just a blink of an eye, that i dont want evil to temp me, but still I failed to obey Him so many times...but still It reminds me that He is my God my faithful father who will love me forever. The biggest reason for me to do my best to change myself even though people around me saying negative things on me...irritating me...discourage me, telling me to stop coz they see no changes in me. I dont care! I trust my Father God in heaven that he will renew my heart, soul and mind to his likeness. He will cleansed me from the inside out.
Now I want to do different things..overcoming fear to do what is right to fulfill the desire of my heart that God put in me.The once dream will be a reality.
Hope you do the same. What's the use of thinking twice...if we all destined to straight ahead to God's dream. What's the use of refusing God's command if that is the purpose of your life and nothing more. dont be deceived by people and bad circumstances. PDL book says always remember the truth that u find in the light even in the dark. Coz God never change.
Now I want to do different things..overcoming fear to do what is right to fulfill the desire of my heart that God put in me.The once dream will be a reality.
Hope you do the same. What's the use of thinking twice...if we all destined to straight ahead to God's dream. What's the use of refusing God's command if that is the purpose of your life and nothing more. dont be deceived by people and bad circumstances. PDL book says always remember the truth that u find in the light even in the dark. Coz God never change.
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