Ashamed!
I'm hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!! The pain is squeezing inside of me. But i guess time will heal the wounds I guess time will come that i can breathe again I guess in time I will learn to forget this feeling and completely let go of it. I know God will never fail me and you whoever you are feeling the same way I'm feeling right now...If only (and I really hope) we can learn how to accept things that God wants us to accept with all our hearts and souls. The problem with me and you is that we don't want what God wants for us we always struggle for what we feel in our impulse not with God's will. Each time I struggle i got only hurt and feel more pain, then I turn to God to make Him see how hurt i'am to all His decision that I refused to accept and wanting him to give me things that maybe...rather...things that he did not want for me. i know I'm not the only one who felt this way sometimes and feel ashamed afterwards. Ashamed...because I know and we all know that God never lea...