Thoughts

I always looking at the new day as fresh as the morning sun. I feel so alive that it radiates in every aspect of my life. I'm always looking forward with joy and excitement. i always see things surrounded me with different beautiful colors. there's always sunshine even in my darkness day...there's always happy thoughts to remember. There's adversities in my life but never a day will pass without laughter. People who often see me didnt notice clouds in my eyes...why...even myself was so amazed in times looking at my eyes in the mirror and found none, but indeed there is I can feel it. They cant feel the tons of weight I have inside that sometimes over powers me, but then again in my amazement...though sometimes I wanna give up I dont feel like giving up. no matter I say I'm tired of this life, im perplexed for not feeling like it...I know I should I just cant feel it. I thought I lose all my hopes but deep down inside of my soul...hopes is still there. i'm so stu...

Free to Decide By: Cranberries It’s not worth anything more than this at all I live as I choose or I will not live at all So return to where you’ve come from Return to where you dwell Because harassment’s not my forte But you do it very well I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide And I’m not so suicidal after all I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide And I’m not so suicidal after all (at all, at all) You must have nothing more with your mind to do There’s a war in russia and sarejevo, too So to hell with want you’re thinking And to hell with your narrow mind You’re so distracted from the real thing You should leave your life behind (behind) I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide And I’m not so suicidal after all I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide And I’m not so suicidal after all (at all, at all) I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide And I’m not so suicidal after all (at all, at all) At all, at all, at all

It was my friend birthday When i met the most amazing girls in the world (aside from Amy, Malen and ruthie), namely Michi, Andeng, Marnel, Owen and the celebrant's sister. they are all funny, pretty and smart. Unlike other pretty girls who is always conscious and lady like, those girls can laugh and make funny faces uncaringly and they still look pretty and very candid. A true person and a true symbolism of what a girl/woman should be. Not so perfect and serious, and not A easy go lucky girls, but a genuine person that has no hindrance to show who they really are. Go Girls!

Promises are made to be broken. Though it hurts we can’t let go of the people we cherish and love most. Though abandoned and forgotten we can’t let them slip to our mind for just a minute. Are thoughts are full of them with love and care, and sometimes worried for we can’t seem or check on them if they are ok and happy and safe with people around them and things that they love to do and wants to try and do. No matter how pathetic we might look we still do something might look silly for them (but for us it means a lot and it is a serious action...hehehehe.) that we can’t resist just because we care about them and we want to be true to our promise, that we will never leave them and forget them, that we will be always be there when they needed us. But you know no matter how much love we have for them we have to let go and move on with our lives. Though we can’t never free ourselves to care and love them still…or forever, we must learn how to fight the urges to connect with them if they d...

Hold On Loosely lyrics You see it all around you Good lovin' gone bad And usually it's too late when you realize what you had (CHORUS) And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago Who told me Just hold on loosely, but don't let go If you cling to tightly, you're gonna lose control Your baby needs someone to believe in And a whole lot of space to breathe in It's so damn easy, when your feelings are such To overprotect her, to love her too much (CHORUS) Don't let her slip away Sentimental fool Don't let your heart get in her way yeah, yeah, yeah You see it all around you Good lovin gone bad And usually it's too late when you realize what you had So hold on loosely, but don't let go If you cling to tightly, you're gonna lose control Your baby needs someone to believe in And a whole lot of space to breathe in So hold on loosely, but don't let go If you cling too tight babe You're gonna lose it You're gonna lose control Yeah yeah ...

Pinay wins it big in London By Alfred Yuson The Philippine Star 05/16/2004 Patricia Evangelista, a 19-year- old, Mass Communications sophomore of University of the Philippines (UP)-Diliman, did the country proud Friday night by besting 59 other student contestants from 37 countries in the 2004 International Public Speaking competition conducted by the English Speaking Union (ESU) in London. She triumphed over a field of exactly 60 speakers from all over the English-speaking world, including the United States, United Kingdom and Australia, reported Maranan. The board of judges' decision was unanimous, according to contest chairman Brian Hanharan of the British broadcasting Corp. (BBC). PATRICIA'S SHORT SPEECH WORTH READING.... --------------------------------------------------------- BLONDE AND BLUE EYES When I was little, I wanted what many Filipino children all over the country wanted. I wanted to be blond, blue-eyed, and white. I thought -- if I just wished hard enough and w...

Flames Hope Camel Result M-R 8 Lovers Ewan Marriage OO Lovers Ewan Marriage OO 16 Marriage Ewan Crush Friends Final Result: Oo Friends Sila! A-P 7 Friends Pwede Angry Hindi 5 Enemy Hindi Lovers Enemy 12 Sweethearts Ewan Angry Angry Final result: At First yes at the End No. Jo-Je 9 Angry Hindi Enemy Pwede 6 Sweethearts hindi Enemy Sweethearts 15 Angry Pwede Lovers Lovers Final Result: Rough at first but a little faith and adjustment things will work out. M-W Abort, Retry, Abort, Retry Error, Mistake,Error, MIstake Too Much Boy Parameter! Too Much Boy Parameter! Too Much Boy Parameter! Hehehehehe!