Thoughts

Ligaw

2010-06-11T02:40:00.002+08:00

Its good and its great to have our devotion every day, it will help you to realign your brain again, and it will prevent you from doing foolish things and it will keep your faith intact to God and it makes your relationship with God grow deeper everyday.

Hehehe! Naguluhan ba kayo kung ano ung devotion na sinasabi ko?
Devotion is the time you set aside for God reading his words (yung bible ba. Hehehehe!)and I can tell you ASTIG talaga! Walang boring moments. Hehehehe… walang word dun na hindi mo maa-apply at magagamit for life at sa mismong araw na yun. It teaches us, correct us, mararamdaman mu pa nga kapag puro sermon at palo ang gustong gawin ni Lord saiyo… para matauhan ka…hehehehe. Just read a passage or one chapter a day and write down yung pinaka tumama saiyo na ibig sabihin ay Rhema. Walang masasayang kung gagawin mu, pero you’ll gain pa more.

Sabi nila walang mawawala kung susunod ka sa pamahiin…pamahiin lang naman…ika nga nila…but God make me realized nawala na yung faith ko sa kanya the moment na nag-give in ako dun sa pamahiin na yun, inabandona ko sya when He said He will never forsake me nor leave me... baliwalain ba daw…
Hindi tayo kayang patayin ng pusa, o hindi kayang patigilin ng kung anumang elemento ang pag asenso natin if we really have faith in him, coz no one can touch you if you become a child of God.

Kaya kung Ligaw ka, i-try mu naman lumapit sa kanya, i-try mu naman basahin yung book nya kung hindi mu pa na try, pero kung na-try mu na huwag mu namang gawing text book, hehehehe hindi textbook yan, book of life yan. You pray and meditate on it, ask God for guidance…I”ll tell you kapag nagawa mu yan baka maisip mu bakit ba binibitbit mu mag isa ang mundo mu, when God says we don’t have to worry, its his job, we just need to trust him and follow his instructions.

Tandaan mu, hindi tamad si Lord, kapag ginawa mu ang trabaho nya gagawin nya ang trabaho mo,

God bless you all!!! B-day ko ngayon, I pray that all of you will open your hearts to this plea para naman mabawasan ang trabaho nyo, pambihira its not our destiny para mag wonder sa mundo noh, we are designed to rule and have a wonderful life with him hindi lang dto pati sa eternity. Huwag kang pumayag na hanggang pang earthly use lang ang ginagawa mu sayang lang ang effort…makes sure your doing something for eternity use…hehehe. C yah!

Panu ba mabuhay????

2010-06-11T00:06:00.002+08:00

Sabi nila kailangan daw mabuhay ka ng dalawang beses or dapat dalawang beses ka iniluluwal sa mundo. Isa Physical yung pinanganak ka ng nanay mo, yung pangalawa naman spiritual, yun nyung nakilala mo ang Dios…yung nabukas ang mata mo sa mundo nila...hindi yung basta kilala lang ha, kahit sinu naman nakakakilala sa kanya, siya yung Dios na lumikha ng lahat period! Pero maliban dun may alam ka ba tungkol sa kanya at saiyo na personal??? Kung wala, manghinayang ka sa nawawalang pagkatao mu.

Malawak yun, pag sinabing ipinanganak kang spiritual, ibig sabihin namulat na yung mata mo sa spiritual world (hindi yung third eye ha!), yun yung alam mo na kung anong connection ni Cristo saiyo, yun yung tipong may relasyon ka na sa kanya bilang Lord at savior mu (o huwag ka nang umangal! Dalawa lang kakapitan mu sa mundo ang Dios o si Taning, san mu gusto? Kung ako saiyo dun na ko sa hindi ako ilalaglag,,,sa hindi traidor na laging may hawak ng tinidor).

Pag sinabi mung relasyon, yun yung nakakalapit ka na sa taong yun, super closed, yung alam mu yung pwesto mu sa buhay ng tao na yun, yung tipong pwede kang lumapit kahit anung oras, yung pwede mung sabihin lahat ng bagay sa tao na yun na hindi ka kakabakaba na baka pagtawanan ka o bumaba yung tingin saiyo, kasi may tiwala sa pagitan nyo (isa sa mga sangkap para mabuo ang isang relasyon) at syaka alam mo yung nilalapitan mu di mo lang ka-closed kundi kadugo mu pa.

Anyway papano nga ba mabuhay? Kailangan mag excel ka sa physical at spiritual, isang for earthly use at isang for eternal use. Warning nga lang kahit ano pa ang ginagawa mo may kinalaman man sa physical o spiritual na buhay mo, tandaan mong kailangan mong mabuo ang relasyon mo sa Dios para makumpleto ang pag katao mo…oh! Huwag mu munang hanapin ang other half mo to complete you i-complete mu muna yung sarili mo kasama ang dios para kumpletong kumpleto ka na kukumpleto sa other half mo pag dating ng araw.

Alam mo kung bakit minsan walang say say ang buhay kahit natagpuan mo ang taong para saiyo at ang buhay na para saiyo? Kasi pinabayaan mong ikaw lang ang kumilos para sa sarili mo e. ayan tuloy walang satisfaction…wala kasi si Lord e, hinahanap yun ng kaluluwa mu noh! At tinutulaktulak ka ni Taning. Kumakatok si Jesus di mu pinagbubuksan, baka mamaya kaya ka umabot sa ganyang estado ng buhay mo.. na lahat na nasa saiyo..yun pala binubulag ka lang ng may tinidor,

kaya pag kumakatok si Cristo sa buhay mo huwag mo namang pagtawanan kasi mahal na mahal ka niya at sobrang iksi lang ng buhay mo, ibinigay na niya ang kalayaan mu sa impierno humarang na siya sa krus pero tabig ka pa din ng tabig sa kanya (excuse me Lord padaan) gusto mu talga dumadaudos ka papunta sa may tinidor e.

Panong mabuhay? Magpadisiplina ka sa taong nililigtas ka, pag nakakita ka ng bible huwag kang aarte na para kang nalulusaw, buksan mu di ka pa naman kaanib ni Taning e, ang dami mong bantay na angels isang army… pero di mu pinapakilos ayaw mu kasing mag pray.

Pag nag pray ka nga pala i-c/o mo kay Jesus ha, hindi kasi tinatangap ni Father God ang prayer na hindi dumadaan kay Cristo, kasi c Christ lang ang namatay para saiyo para hindi ka i-reject ni Father God.

Ganito after your prayer whole heartedly ha:
…In Jesus name this I pray, Amen.
Hehehehe! Sana kahit paano pakingan mu ang blog ko. I-try mu naman para saiyo naman yan e. Pamahiin itina-try mu, Bible ayaw mu.

Bakit ba kapit pa din ako?

2010-06-01T17:30:00.003+08:00

Because there's no other God who can give me the same protection jesus gave me on that cross.
Because there's no Bestfriend in this world who loves me the way Jesus loves me, he did not look on my short comings but instead he correct me with all of his heart at lead me to the right path.
There's no other god who will look for my best future like the Lord, who sent his don ahead of me to save me from the curse that I inherit to my ancestors.
There's no one in this world that who stck to me like a glue at my worst. There's no one in this world who hug me when have nothing to offer even to myself.

God faithfully provide for me when I don't have anything to give in return, he just want me to love him and his ways...still for my benefits so I can go home with his son jesus. The truth tells that everything is about God and not about me, but in God everything he does is for me.

I love my God so much. I just hope I could keep that forever in me no matter conditions I might in, because no matter how i hurt him he faithfully waits for me to go back.

To my readers who wants to have a genuine and harmonious life with God just accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior, and there will be no boring day will pass you by but lots f adventures and happiness in every end of your journeys, god bless you all!!!!!!

i love you God for not giving up on me at sa lahat!

Princess Lesson

2010-06-01T14:31:00.003+08:00

Princess Lesson
>> Distinction of a Princess
First a princess is royal by blood, she must have a royalty lineage. A Queen can be royal through marriage but a princess should came from the flesh and blood of a ruler.

>> Qualities of a Princess

Selfless, obedient and submissive to the appointed authorities over her life are some of the qualities of a Princess.
Duty first before anything else.
Bravely implement all the rules and regulations to herself and to the people under her.
People under her can depend on her with their own lives.
Authority, strong character and stand to her belief must be seen in her
Has a sound judgment, and know how to weigh things.
Know how to make tough decisions strongly and firmly,
Cannot easily sway by the influenced of other people who have threat in her throne and of her authority.
Courageously rebuke people who opposed righteousness and protect her father’s name, and protect her people from deception.

>> Duties of a Princess

100% sure of who she is.
Endures life with a victorious mindset.
Responsibilities and Decisions does not end to herself and to her family it is extended to the entire kingdom of her father.
Have a heart to serve her people, and eagerly seek their hearts to know their needs.
Patiently and faithfully convey to them the heart of the King so they can live with him harmoniously

You might think being a Princess is a total pain, well I can tell you that being a Princess is the most awesome thing in the whole wide world. And besides everyone of us are born to be a princess just accept the ultimate truth of your life that Jesus is our Lord and Savior, that gave us the right to be called Child of our Creator of our Father God in heaven.

Wondering where's the shoes, gowns and tiara? You seek the heart of your father's kingdom first and every thing will be added to you without stress. Keep it up Girl! Don't settle for less...earthly things will banished but if you value the life that you have with Christ will last for eternity and will be written all over the heaven's Kingdom WALL of FAME! Go Princess!

Im Back!

2010-05-29T02:28:00.001+08:00

Surely in God you'll find Favor!
Hehehehe! Thank you Lord Bestffriend for the gift!

2010-05-01T15:23:00.001+08:00

UNFORFEITED GREAT TREASURE OF MY HEART

2010-05-01T14:44:00.005+08:00

I JUST PASSED BY TO AN OLD ROAD WHERE I HAVE SO MANY MEMORIES WITH MY OLD FRIENDS THAT I SELDOM SEE NOW. OLD FEELINGS RUSH BACK THAT MAKES MY HEART FEELS WARM,I WISH WE COULD GO BACK TO THAT OLD TIME WHERE WE STILL HAVE THE SAME DREAMS AND WANTS...BUT THAT HOW IT GOES...WE PARTED WAYS WITH INDIFFERENCES BUT STILL I LOVE THEM ALL. I KNOW TRUE FRIENDS SHOULD NEVER PARTED THAT WAY,,,I STILL PRAY THAT WE WILL NOT END UP JUST LIKE WHAT HAPPENED IN AN OLD MOVIE. I STILL WANT TO SHARE OUR JOURNEY WHILE WE ARE YOUNG... I ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP IS BOUND TO DO GREAT THINGS!
GOD BLESS EVERYONE, MAY GOD PROTECT YOU AND YOUR LOVE ONES AND FRIENDS THAT ARE BOUND TO DO GREAT THINGS FOR A CHANGE FOR GOD...MAKE HIM PROUD...DONT STOP GIVING YOUR HAND TO YOUR FAMILY AND LOVE ONES BUT EXTEND IT TO OTHERS WITH YOUR GREATEST FRIENDS EVER. HAVE A HAPPY KIKAY DAY!

My thoughts

2008-01-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

When we heard someone saying that he just letting his feelings and thoughts float into the air.. sometimes it's scary, right? We must guard our thoughts and filter the things that penetrate to our minds and hearts, because we are living in the world of deception, trials and temptation. It is scary to just let go of our thoughts and feelings out of desperation (sometimes it is a symptom of giving up) that causes us to do rush decision. Out of pain, uncertainty and anger we do things that put us in a more risky situation that lead us to the road of destruction. But today it is so great to let my mind and heart float into the air knowing that God is there staring at me.It is so easy for me to let it go because I know God will handle everything for me (for you). I can't described things that running into my mind and express the feelings that I do feel now, but I'am certain that its so wonderful like I want to just let it go and let myself float,and I assure you it is not the feelings that people experience when they are high in drugs that is why I feel more secure and safe! I know it is God whose penetrating in my life right now.
Come to think of it...Our thoughts is just like our life. If we just let it go and put it in God's care it will be more easy for us to go on everyday no matter how rough the journey is, still you can cherish every moments with our God ..if only we will live in faith and love Him more than everything in this whole wide world and universe.

Fantasy

2007-12-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

Fantasy, fantasy, can lose your senses.
Fantasy, fantasy can detached you to the real world. Fantasy...fantasy.. if not be controlled, your life will be wasted.
Fantasy world color your fantasy life but not your breathing life. A little girl i know for so long just want to cry and cry when she found out everything that makes her feel right and happy is just a fantasy. Now that she's awake everything that she had is just a fading pictures of what she thought her world...her beautiful world which is a sham. Reading lots of books give her courage to dream, give her new excitement, a new taste of supposed to be adventure, but when she closed her books reality falls on her. 'You can't do it' a nugging voice in her mind keep telling her. She is lack of things that she needs to do what she wants to do. She feels that she doesn't have knowledge to pursue her goals unlike the heroines in her books. She is lack of money to finance her journey. She is lack of courage, her self esteem is dying, inferiority reigns, fears consume her. She wants to cry until to the last drop of her tears and toss everything around her beacuse of anguish, anger and bitterness for every failure she could no longer bears. She hates the world for making her feel that way. Many times she seek God's reasons for the pains that she had. She asked God where He was when she is in deep trouble, in the midst of uncertainty, shame, and her suffering. But all the times she ask God, a little voice inside of her keep on telling her, that God is beside her all the time she seek Him. He suffers as she suffers. He cries as she feel her pains, Bruises as she hurt herself, Die as she loses her faith. But He never loses His faith on her, He never look at her in her miserable condition especially when she was blaming Him for everything gone wrong into her life when infact it is also her fault, and never never stop fighting for her to gain her own victory to all the trials she destined to face, and For her to have the life that He once promise when He died on the cross. He shed blood- his own precious blood to save her soul from the eternal flame of doom.
God suffers when He see us suffers, but there's no way to mold us but through His trials and pains. There's no way to test us but to rob us from the things we cling on to this life and see if our faith and loyalty will remain for Jesus alone.

Duh! (talking to myself)

2007-12-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

Most of the people are reluctant to do things they want to do.
They hate to be interrupted at their normal and comfortable life.
They don't want changes, they are contented in what they have, they are the one who exactly addicted to STAGNANTATION.
Anyway the shocking news is they are the people who have the biggest dreams ever in the whole wide world...sadly dreamers love to dream but not to act.
They hate extra efforts, time, patience, they hate additional knowledge etc. They just want to seat back and relax (just like what a song I used to hear..hehehehe) wishing someday they will have the life that they've been dreaming; or the one they have watched in the movie or read in the books. Surely, people, your dreams will be burried in your mind..in your fantasy world but not in the real world...and in the end only desperation, pain, bitterness and hatred will come out in your real life.
Unfortunately these are the people who are committed in an easy life. I know someone who fell to that kind of person and her name is ME. But right now ME is trying to fight for her dreams...for her destiny...and she felt that its is very much fun and exciting, much better than being stag in her house.
Let me tell you that life isn't a very easy journey. Life is so precious..God-given gift to us-undeserve people. Everyday is a battle for our salvation. Everyday is a battle for us to become worthy to have it eternally in the eternal kingdom. And in this battle laziness, and fears has no room. For these attitudes are the ultimate reason why people like ME do not pursue their destiny...and the only antidote to that is FAITH. trusting God in your every steps will change your mindset.

A tRue fAb

2007-12-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

We girls want to look fab everytime and everywhere, specially with people around us that we care and love so much (God, our parents, siblings, super kilig cRuShes or should I say "our one true love second to God).
But isn't great not just to look fAb-but to become fAbulous inside-out; In every moves and turn we do, in every choices (dress, bags, shoes, people we want to be with), decisions (dreams, things we deal in life etc.)that we make.
Whenever and wherever the wind brought us our fashionable outlooks will never leave a marked to the places and people we touched by our grace but the smile and joy that we shared to them.
A Lady who can impart her heart and show the image of her heavenly father is surely will shine above all else and definitely a True FAB in its true meaning.

Every Move I Make

2007-11-12T20:37:00.001+08:00

Every move I make, I make in You
You make me move, Jesus
Every breath I take,
I breathe in You
Every step I take,
I take in You
You are my way, Jesus
Every breath I take, I breathe in You
Waves of mercy, waves of grace
Everywhere I look, I see Your face
Your love has captured me
Oh, my God, this love,
How can it be?
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na
Na, na, na na na na na

"The other Side of our Faith"

2007-11-02T13:54:00.000+08:00

How do we value our faith? How do we value Christ? God is very pleased with His Son Jesus. He never sin,always follow what God the father want Him to do, and always eager to do right. He is very holy from the start, He was conceived by the Holy spirit, until He went up to heaven. Honor, glory righteousness never departed from Him.
WHen the "magdalene issue" was brought out to the public...how does we react and accept it? Some says if Christ done it, it is ok because He is God, we know that whatever He does is good and for the better. Honestly I had that same reaction at first, but when reading the bible and saw how he was conceived and grow, I am stunned. Is that how I valued him? Is he a king who will be temp or caught by those kind of emotions? Did he not conquer the temptation brought by Satan after fasting for 40 days? Does Jesus our God lost his mind to do something that has no use for the future? When the pharisees ask Jesus, if a widow marry again and lost again his wife who will be his wife when he gets into heaven. Jesus Christ answered that everyone will become like angels who will live in his father kingdom and will love each others as brother and sisters. Our ultimate love and praise will be given only to our Father God, forever. There's no need to ask or debate who should a husband claim as his wife. If having a family is for a man to be happy and contented as his reward from God...what is the purpose of Jesus having an affair or a child, if He is one with the father his happiness is Us and we are God's children (Everyone of us are God's creation but not everyone of us are His children. We can be God's children when we accept Jesus Christ our only Lord and Savior).
After reading this. What is your stand regarding this issue. Is He the God who will keep His family unproudly and brought out like this in the public as if he does something terribly...let's face it the issue shock the nation and brought shame to God's name. Let's think about it; in abraham times, God already proudly proclaim that He will have a son who will save his people from the world's deceptions that lead man into sin.
I just hope we will value Christ the way he value us with his precious life that we don't deserve. How come we take time to read someone's book, how come we quickly give in and beleive to some painter's thoughts who does nothing to us but to shake our faith and give shame to our God, when we don't look or check out first the truth about our God in the bible, what about checking his thoughts and dream for us in advance and don't depend on sunday preaching only. I just hope we will beleive and put all our hopes and dreams to God first. And if we can't really find time to do know Him because we are so bc enjoying the sorrow that brings joy in the end and all the plesure and luxury we have because he bless us so much,let just think about his suffering when he sacrifice his son for us who are corrupt but he love so much.
I hope in times like this we could fight for his holiness and mighty name that He is our God no one could ever brought shame to His throne. We can do it Even in our simple ways of loving and smiling to one another and say thank you to God after we wake up in the morning and before sleeping.

to all the girls out there

2007-10-29T14:55:00.000+08:00

Do you know how to pray? bible said be specific..and if theres any prayers that you cant put in to words God Spirit will help you.
We had our cellgroup last week; my cellgroup leader told us what God revealed to her while praying. When we are asking God about our GPW(fm malen's vocabulary(God's Perfect Will)) we want God to revealed our man to us..we are always in search, right?
Eve was brought to Adam -that was God revealed to my leader. So now in praying for our GPW, we should ask God to bring us to our prince...hehehehe.. Happy Trip na lang Woman of God! But first we should grow individually with our God. let our souls, hearts and minds grow in Christ. remember you attract who you are. And behind every man's failure is a woman. Woman was created by God to be a suitable helper for Man to bring out the best in them not the worst.

New Things

2007-10-27T14:38:00.000+08:00

I wanna runaway from my comfort zone that in the end will be the 'the end' of me. I wanna go where God want me to go. i want to search the world where God want me to search. Even if I find nothing (visible things) I know all the obstacles that i will encounter in my search is the test (things that God want me to learn) that God plan for me to mold me, to strengthen me, to help me grow in faith, to depend on Him even better. I love my God, I love Him so....that I want to change mylife in just a blink of an eye, that i dont want evil to temp me, but still I failed to obey Him so many times...but still It reminds me that He is my God my faithful father who will love me forever. The biggest reason for me to do my best to change myself even though people around me saying negative things on me...irritating me...discourage me, telling me to stop coz they see no changes in me. I dont care! I trust my Father God in heaven that he will renew my heart, soul and mind to his likeness. He will cleansed me from the inside out.

Now I want to do different things..overcoming fear to do what is right to fulfill the desire of my heart that God put in me.The once dream will be a reality.
Hope you do the same. What's the use of thinking twice...if we all destined to straight ahead to God's dream. What's the use of refusing God's command if that is the purpose of your life and nothing more. dont be deceived by people and bad circumstances. PDL book says always remember the truth that u find in the light even in the dark. Coz God never change.

....

2007-08-11T19:56:00.000+08:00

Someday i know i'll find u
No matter how wide and far
our separated world maybe...
I know I'll still find u

In the midst of misery
...in the midst of uncertainty
I know a mutual beat will remind u
and me that our destiny will fill what
is bound to unite and live forever...

In God's time and blessings

......

2007-07-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

San u......????????

San me...........????????

Ewan ko..........

Miss ko na kayo.....

B?

2007-06-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

As in Bad trip?
Hehehehe! Bad day!
bad bad me?!
Maybe not, I just have to undergo this kind of situation. I know God will protect me.
AJA!

AT 26

2007-06-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

Today I died, but tomorrow God Will rebuild me.
Day by day He will restore my life surrounded by His true love; protected by pain that will mold me to be the best of what I truly possesed deep inside; Pampered by joy that will keep me from giving up while enduring pain that each of us destined to face, to become worthy of His love and kingdom.
Today I die...but moments later- God fills me life.

Too much Blessings, I don't Know How to thank you.

2007-03-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

Thank you Lord for the blessings that you give me everyday.
i dont know how to thank you;
For every failures-but still I feel bless;
for all the trials and pain, I thank you for the warm love you make me feel everyminute of it. Your so amazing, that I will never regret to choose you.

I pray for the coming days, if someone will steal the hope, faith and amazing relationship that I have in you Lord, please don't let them snatch it from me.
'Coz I know I will be nothing without you inside of me -my creator.

There are so many choices to belive in, BUT I CHOSE YOU, in you-whatever happens in me, good or bad, I know in the end there will be only light in my path. no burdens, no regrets and no darkness.

Thank you for the chance and choosing me to be one of your bless children.

15 Mins a day

2007-01-03T17:43:00.000+08:00

Hehehehehehe!
15 mins a day is not enough to think about our crushes, Love ones, boy/girlfriends right?

15 mins a day is not enough for us to plan our future to think of our dreams, and how to make it come true.

15 mins a day is not enough to think of our problems and how we are going to solve it.

15 Mins a day is not enough to dress up and go to work add up the traffic!
15 Mins a day is not enough to solve your work problem specially the WORLD PROLEM

BUT

15 mins a day to devote to God by reading His message in the Bible is enough to Him.

5Mins, talk to Him, ask Him to guide you everyday and let Him help you understand His message for you that day.

5 Mins, Reading a verse from the Bible

5 Mins, Meditate and reflect what you have read to your life.

I hope 15 Mins will do no harm to your daily schedule to devote to God.

I know for some of you it is a waste of time to read and understand His word, because they will think going to church every sunday, and praying everyday is enough, but it isn't. We need to feed our souls with His words everday so that we can defend our selves...souls...our actions in any temptation that Satan will plot against us to disgrace our Heavenly Father, and waste the blood of Jesus Christ to sin.

Putting our faith in Jesus Christ is the only way to be save, and He is asking us to search only for the truth and abide with his...our Heavenly Father's word against the ruler of this world.

God is pleading us to turn back to Him to be save, even though He will still be God after the world stumble and destroy by his omnipotent power, He is so good to still pity us and giving us mercy and forgiveness

Duh!15 Mins a day reading, abide to his word for life, and learn how to have faith in His son Jesus with all your heart and soul will be pay off by eternal life!
One Million monthly salary will never afford the key to enter God's Kingdom!

Think people! think! Just 15 mins and Faith in Jesus christ you will be given eternal life to the greatest Kingdom of all.

Remember everything the world produce will never last forever, but what is unseen and holy will last forever in eternity!

Bad TRIP

2007-01-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

Ang bagal ng YOU TUBE! Di 2loi ako makapanood ng princess hours. Ang bago kong kinababaliwan na tele nobela...hehehehehehehe! Cyah!

Its so hard to be miserable than to feel Joy

2006-11-14T15:23:00.000+08:00

I always looking at the new day as fresh as the morning sun. I feel so alive that it radiates in every aspect of my life. I'm always looking forward with joy and excitement. i always see things surrounded me with different beautiful colors. there's always sunshine even in my darkness day...there's always happy thoughts to remember. There's adversities in my life but never a day will pass without laughter.
People who often see me didnt notice clouds in my eyes...why...even myself was so amazed in times looking at my eyes in the mirror and found none, but indeed there is I can feel it. They cant feel the tons of weight I have inside that sometimes over powers me, but then again in my amazement...though sometimes I wanna give up I dont feel like giving up. no matter I say I'm tired of this life, im perplexed for not feeling like it...I know I should I just cant feel it. I thought I lose all my hopes but deep down inside of my soul...hopes is still there. i'm so stunned with all those feelings and emotions that I could accuse my own self a liar. I keep on asking 'why?', Am'I insane? that no matter what I do to convince myself that I should be miserable in this state of my life...there's only joy I feel, and I cant wait for what tomorrow will bring, im so excited i cant stop myself feeling over joy.
Well maybe that's the kind of life you will have if you know god never leaves you, that He's always there by your side in every steps that you will do. Fears have no room in your life only courage and hope. just knock and God will give you everthing more than you expect it. Just be a good child of His. have a wonderful life readers just like me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Free to Decide

2006-05-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

Free to Decide
By: Cranberries

It’s not worth anything more than this at all
I live as I choose or I will not live at all

So return to where you’ve come from
Return to where you dwell
Because harassment’s not my forte
But you do it very well

I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide
And I’m not so suicidal after all
I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide
And I’m not so suicidal after all (at all, at all)

You must have nothing more with your mind to do
There’s a war in russia and sarejevo, too

So to hell with want you’re thinking
And to hell with your narrow mind
You’re so distracted from the real thing
You should leave your life behind (behind)

I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide
And I’m not so suicidal after all
I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide
And I’m not so suicidal after all (at all, at all)

I’m free to decide, I’m free to decide
And I’m not so suicidal after all (at all, at all)

At all, at all, at all

The most amazing girls I've ever met

2006-04-27T20:07:00.000+08:00

It was my friend birthday When i met the most amazing girls in the world (aside from Amy, Malen and ruthie), namely Michi, Andeng, Marnel, Owen and the celebrant's sister. they are all funny, pretty and smart.
Unlike other pretty girls who is always conscious and lady like, those girls can laugh and make funny faces uncaringly and they still look pretty and very candid. A true person and a true symbolism of what a girl/woman should be. Not so perfect and serious, and not A easy go lucky girls, but a genuine person that has no hindrance to show who they really are.
Go Girls!

A Promise is a Promise

2006-03-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

Promises are made to be broken. Though it hurts we can’t let go of the people we cherish and love most. Though abandoned and forgotten we can’t let them slip to our mind for just a minute. Are thoughts are full of them with love and care, and sometimes worried for we can’t seem or check on them if they are ok and happy and safe with people around them and things that they love to do and wants to try and do.
No matter how pathetic we might look we still do something might look silly for them (but for us it means a lot and it is a serious action...hehehehe.) that we can’t resist just because we care about them and we want to be true to our promise, that we will never leave them and forget them, that we will be always be there when they needed us.
But you know no matter how much love we have for them we have to let go and move on with our lives. Though we can’t never free ourselves to care and love them still…or forever, we must learn how to fight the urges to connect with them if they don’t want us anymore or if we’ve just wipe out of their memories. But for me they will always be cherish here in my heart even though we don’t communicate anymore, and they already forget about me I will always remember and cherish them forever, and will never forget the days that are very important to them like Christmas, valentine, and specially their birthday. And to you who is one of them. Belated happy Birthday, I wish only for your true happiness and may God Bless you with love and grace.

Without a paddle

2006-02-08T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hold On Loosely lyrics

You see it all around you
Good lovin' gone bad
And usually it's too late when you realize what you had

(CHORUS)
And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago
Who told me
Just hold on loosely, but don't let go
If you cling to tightly, you're gonna lose control
Your baby needs someone to believe in
And a whole lot of space to breathe in

It's so damn easy, when your feelings are such
To overprotect her, to love her too much

(CHORUS)

Don't let her slip away
Sentimental fool
Don't let your heart get in her way
yeah, yeah, yeah

You see it all around you
Good lovin gone bad
And usually it's too late when you realize what you had

So hold on loosely, but don't let go
If you cling to tightly, you're gonna lose control
Your baby needs someone to believe in
And a whole lot of space to breathe in

So hold on loosely, but don't let go
If you cling too tight babe
You're gonna lose it
You're gonna lose control
Yeah yeah yeah

So hold on loosely, but don't let go
If you cling too tight babe
You're gonna loose control

Hold on loosely, but don't let go
If you cling too tightly to her,
You're gonna lose control
Yeah yeah yeah

Pinay wins it big in London

2006-01-06T16:39:00.000+08:00

Pinay wins it big in London

By Alfred Yuson

The Philippine Star 05/16/2004

Patricia Evangelista, a 19-year- old, Mass Communications sophomore of University of the Philippines (UP)-Diliman, did the country proud Friday night by besting 59 other student contestants from 37 countries in the 2004 International Public Speaking competition conducted by the English Speaking Union (ESU) in London.

She triumphed over a field of exactly 60 speakers from all over the English-speaking world, including the United States, United Kingdom and Australia, reported Maranan.

The board of judges' decision was unanimous, according to contest chairman Brian Hanharan of the British broadcasting Corp. (BBC).

PATRICIA'S SHORT SPEECH WORTH READING....

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BLONDE AND BLUE EYES

When I was little, I wanted what many Filipino children all over the country wanted. I wanted to be blond, blue-eyed, and white.

I thought -- if I just wished hard enough and was good enough, I'd wake upon Christmas morning with snow outside my window and freckles across my nose!

More than four centuries under western domination does that to you. I have sixteen cousins. In a couple of years, there will just be five of us left in the Philippines, the rest will have gone abroad in search of "greener pastures." It's not just an anomaly; it's a trend; the Filipino diaspora. Today, about eight million Filipinos are scattered around the world.

There are those who disapprove of Filipinos who choose to leave. I used to. Maybe this is a natural reaction of someone who was left behind, smiling for family pictures that get emptier with each succeeding year. Desertion, I called it. My country is a land that has perpetually fought for the freedom to be itself. Our heroes offered their lives in the struggle against the Spanish, the Japanese, the Americans. To pack up and deny that identity is tantamount to spitting on that sacrifice.

Or is it? I don't think so, not anymore. True, there is no denying this phenomenon, aided by the fact that what was once the other side of the world is now a twelve-hour plane ride away. But this is a borderless world, where no individual can claim to be purely from where he is now. My mother is of Chinese descent, my father is a quarter Spanish, and I call myself a pure Filipino-a hybrid of sorts resulting from a combination of cultures.

Each square mile anywhere in the world is made up of people of different ethnicities, with national identities and individual personalities. because of this, each square mile is already a microcosm of the world. In as much as this blessed spot that is England is the world, so is my neighborhood back home.

Seen this way, the Filipino Diaspora, or any sort of dispersal of populations, is not as ominous as so many claim. It must be understood. I come from a Third World country, one that is still trying mightily to get back on its feet after many years of dictatorship. But we shall make it, given more time. Especially now, when we have thousands of eager young minds who graduate from college every year. They have skills. They need jobs. We cannot absorb them all.

A borderless world presents a bigger opportunity, yet one that is not so much abandonment but an extension of identity . Even as we take, we give back. We are the 40,000 skilled nurses who support the UK's National Health Service. We are the quarter-of-a-million seafarers manning most of the world's commercial ships. We are your software engineers in Ireland, your construction workers in the Middle East, your doctors and caregivers in North America, and, your musical artists in London's West End.

Nationalism isn't bound by time or place. People from other nations migrate to create new nations, yet still remain essentially who they are. British society is itself an example of a multi-cultural nation, a melting pot of races, religions, arts and cultures. We are, indeed, in a borderless world!

Leaving sometimes isn't a matter of choice. It's coming back that is. The Hobbits of the shire travelled all over Middle-Earth, but they chose to come home, richer in every sense of the word. We call people like these balikbayans or the 'returnees' -- those who followed their dream, yet choose to return and share their mature talents and good fortune.

In a few years, I may take advantage of whatever opportunities come my way. But I will come home. A borderless world doesn't preclude the idea of a home. I'm a Filipino, and I'll always be one. It isn't about just geography; it isn't about boundaries. It's about giving back to the country that shaped me.

And that's going to be more important to me than seeing snow outside my windows on a bright Christmas morning.

Mabuhay and Thank you.

So, be proud, you are a Filipino,...and not like Mr. Art Bell. Please do send this to as many person as you can until it reaches him.

Flames Hope Camel

2005-12-09T18:25:00.000+08:00

Flames Hope Camel Result
M-R 8 Lovers Ewan Marriage OO
Lovers Ewan Marriage OO
16 Marriage Ewan Crush Friends

Final Result: Oo Friends Sila!

A-P 7 Friends Pwede Angry Hindi
5 Enemy Hindi Lovers Enemy
12 Sweethearts Ewan Angry Angry

Final result: At First yes at the End No.

Jo-Je 9 Angry Hindi Enemy Pwede
6 Sweethearts hindi Enemy Sweethearts
15 Angry Pwede Lovers Lovers

Final Result: Rough at first but a little faith and adjustment things will work out.

M-W

Abort, Retry, Abort, Retry
Error, Mistake,Error, MIstake

Too Much Boy Parameter!
Too Much Boy Parameter!
Too Much Boy Parameter!

Hehehehehe!

Grow Old With You

2005-11-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

Album: The Wedding Singer

I wanna make you smile
Whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
Oh all I wanna do is grow old with you.

I'll get your medicines
When your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice growing old with you

Chorus:
I'll Miss you, kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you, feed you
I'll even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes on our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh i could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

When She Cries

2005-11-10T19:00:00.000+08:00

When She Cries
Restless Heart

The road I have traveled on
Is paved with good intentions
It's littered with broken dreams
That never quite came true
When all of my hopes were dying
Her love kept me trying
And she does her best to hide the pain that she's been through

When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide all the fear she feels inside
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

She's always been there for me
Whenever I've fallen
When nobody else believed
She'd be there by my side
I don't know how she takes it
Just once I'd like to make it
Then there'll be tears of joy
That fill her loving eyes

When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide all the fear she feels inside
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries

Talaga Namam

2005-11-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

Artist - Mymp
Album - Beyond Acoustic
Lyrics - Talaga Naman

talaga namang NAKAKABIGHANI, talaga namang nakakagulat
NAKAPAGTATAKA, BA'T KA NASA ISIP,
nakakapanghinayang SANA'Y MAULIT...
talaga namang NAKAKABIGO, talaga namang nakakalungkot,
KUNG KAILAN PANG MALAPIT NANG MAHULOG ANG LOOB
SAKA KA LUMISAN SA'KING PAGTULOG...

panaginip nakakabaliw, NAKIKITA NGA, 'DI NAMAN NATATANAW
talaga namang HANGGANG DOON NA LANG,
ANG PAG-IBIG NA SANA'Y ALAY SAYO'Y, talaga namang...
'DI NA MATUTULOY...

talaga namang PINAPANGARAP, talaga namang GUSTO KANG MAYAKAP
MULING MAHAWAKAN ANG IYONG MGA KAMAY,
KAHIT NA ALAM KONG ITO AY 'DI TUNAY
talaga namang NAKAKABIGO, talaga namang nakakalungkot,
KUNG KAILAN PANG MALAPIT NAG MAHULOG ANG LOOB
SAKA KA LUMISAN SA'KING PAGTULOG...

panaginip nakakabaliw, NAKIKITA NGA, 'DI NAMAN NATATANAW
talaga namang HANGGANG DOON NA LANG,
ANG PAG-IBIG NA SANA'Y ALAY SAYO'Y, talaga namang...
'DI NA MATUTULOY...

panaginip nakakabaliw, NAKIKITA NGA, 'DI NAMAN NATATANAW
talaga namang HANGGANG DOON NA LANG,
ANG PAG-IBIG NA SANA'Y ALAY SAYO'Y, talaga namang...
'DI NA MATUTULOY...

Ashamed!

2005-10-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

I'm hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The pain is squeezing inside of me.
But i guess time will heal the wounds
I guess time will come that i can breathe again
I guess in time I will learn to forget this feeling and completely let go of it.
I know God will never fail me and you whoever you are feeling the same way I'm feeling right now...If only (and I really hope) we can learn how to accept things that God wants us to accept with all our hearts and souls.

The problem with me and you is that we don't want what God wants for us we always struggle for what we feel in our impulse not with God's will.

Each time I struggle i got only hurt and feel more pain, then I turn to God to make Him see how hurt i'am to all His decision that I refused to accept and wanting him to give me things that maybe...rather...things that he did not want for me.

i know I'm not the only one who felt this way sometimes and feel ashamed afterwards.
Ashamed...because I know and we all know that God never leave us and will never forsaken us no matter how bad our actions, but instead He will stay by our side and embrace us...did it not come to your mind if God is crying while embracing you tight in order for you to be saved from the darkness, sin and sorrow? GOD IS GOOD. GOD IS GREAT. He only wants happiness for us and feel the eternal love He gave us ever since and nothing more. We are lucky, we are the best for Him

I feel bad and sorry for my bad actions and deeds...(I know...I feel it)but you know what? I'am hoping that i could live to what is best and do things right...not just in my mind or in my words but to have courage to apply it my everyday life so when i'm gone I'am ready to face Him...smiling...tell Him...you know what God even though I broke your wills before I learn and manage to do things in your way surrendering to you before I reach the half of my time in the world that has a beauty that reflects your heart...

GOD IS GOOD, GOD IS GREAT, GOD IS THE BEST OF ALL THE REST!!!! hehehehehe! yahoo! hold me, hold us forever Amen.

There is so much more in Life

2005-10-24T15:41:00.000+08:00

While watching one of my favorite Korean Novelas, I realised there is so much in life that a single soul needs to do in order to improve him/herself. While waiting for our counterpart why not do things that you love to do without thinking of someone that might be "D one".

1. Study things you want to know (e.g. Cooking, Arts, Music, etc.)
2. Read a lot of books that might caught your interest.
3. Go out with your friends (shopping, watch cinema, etc.)
4. Work Harder for your family and future (Why don't we repay the kindness of our parents? We need to be successful and to be at our best so that our parents will be proud of us and never regrets the things they have done for us since then until now).
5. Learn to save money for the future...(Leisure...wahahahahaa!! Travel!!!)
6. Go to places you've never been.

there are so many things that a free and single soul like us can do and has to do...
Life has so many things to offer...

I know deep inside we're not yet ready for a realtionship that will tie us to a commitment that only two mature soul can handle...very much sure and ready...

I think our time will come if we manage to grow with different things and different people around us and passed the test of time...the test of God, that can help us to be more prepared and ready.

And..HaLLER PEOPLE!!!! I think sometimes we need to free ourselves and breathe for a while...thinking about our counterpart so much cause us so many heartaches and headaches...hehehehehe.. Relax...

THE CANON ROCK MASTER

2005-10-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

This next rock rock sensation will soon rock the Philippines.

2005-10-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

I hope this guy will marry me someday... that's if my friend Amy will not kill me. Asteg!!!!!!!!!!! by the way this Canon Master is MARIA AMY RIZZA CRUZ's COUNTERPART.

Harry Potter

2005-10-13T18:17:00.000+08:00

This is one of my favorite scenes in Harry Potter book VI...

"You see!" said a strained voice. Tonks was glaring at Lupin. "She wants to marry him, even though he's been bitten! She doesn't care!"
"it's different," said Lupin, barely moving his lips and looking suddenly tense. "Bill will not be a full werewolf. the cases are completely__"
"But I don't care either, I don't care!" said Tonks, seizing the front of lupin's robes and shaking them. "I've told you a million times..."

And the meaning of Tonk's patronus and her mouse-colored hair, and the reason she had come running to find Dumbledore when she had heard a rumor someone had been attacked by Greyblack, all suddenly became clear to Harry; it had not been Sirius that Tonk's had fallen in love with after all.

"And I've told you a million times," said Lupin refusing to meet her eyes, staring at the floor, 'that I'am too old for you, too poor... too dangerous..."
...FFD

In the last chapter (the saddest chapter) Harry saw lot of people especially Tonks,with her hair miracolously returned to vividest pink and Lupin, with whom she seemed to be holding hands.

3 thumbs up for J.K. Rowling (for harry and Ginny, Ron and Hermione,and Tonks and Lupin) hehehehehehe...

Sana kung lahat lang kasing tapang ni Lupin, at sana kung lahat lang kasing persistent ni Tonks at pinaglaban niya yung nararamdaman niya para kay Lupin, kahit ilang beses siyang tinagihan nito dahil sa mga stupid reasons nito, e di sana walang mga broken hearted at nagsasayang ng oras na mga taong nalagay sa katulad na situation nila.

10-30 years na pagitan ng edad? Walang kwenta kung tunay naman kayong nagmamahalan. yahoo! Kaya nga may kasabihang Age doesn't matter e.

Don't waste time! I-cherish nyo na lang ang bawat araw ng buhay ninyo, wag nyo na lang intindihin ang sasabihin ng iba. Hindi naman masama kung may blessing ni God at wala kayong tinatapakan na tao. Remember si God ang gumagawa ng love story natin...na para talaga sa atin lang kaya ba't mo kakahiya? Yun nga ang the best gift na ibibigay at naibigay ni God for us, so why waste time if that other half is standing right in front of you. yahoo! Love you God. thank you.

God Bless sa mga taong tunay na nagmamahalan. More power! Aja!

other People

2005-09-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

other People tend to do things
that they don't mean.
they try to hurt each other
but in the end they are the ones who
gets hurt most, than the people they
hurt.

Other people want love but when it knocks on
their doorsteps they turn their backs and
walk away from it.

other people always dream and wonder who
wil be, where and when they will going
to meet their other half. they start to
think how will they fall in love and
know how will they recognize each other
when they accidentally bump along the way.

other people think of how will they take
good care of their future counterpart in
life, to be faithful, and true to each other
until their dying day at a very young age.

but...

other people tend to break their own
dreams, their own hearts and their own
Love, because of their stupidity.

other people hold on to things
relationships, people who and which are
not meant for them and end up with miserable lives.
destroying themselves and others lives,
becaue of the pathetic reaosn that
"the whole world should pity them and be miserable just like them"
instead of picking up the pieces of their lives and start all over again by correcting their mistakes and learn to forgive others especially their own mistakes.

Other people try to walk away and run as fast
as they can, away from their only love that
can never be forgotten, and can never be replaced by anyone,
because they were too scared to get hurt
and to make a big mistake all over again...and too
scared to hurt the only person that they love.

Other people choose to take all the sacrifices than to see their
loved ones in pain. but they don't know it only pains them more.

People always think that they are always alone in the dark,
but the truth is, there is always someone beside them,
but they take them forgranted and imprison themselves to oblivion.

What we don't know is...the people who
we care about the most want to share all their pains with us and want us to share our own pains too with them... to pass the test of life together joining hands.

WILLINGNESS...

2005-09-26T12:40:00.000+08:00

don't let your mind become idle just beacause something bad happened to you or just because things don't go your way. try to do something about it...something that will help you to move on to keep you buzy away from your dizzy thoughts which is a sheer block away from your insanity and bitterness after being hurt and numb.
Bitterness, numbness and crazy thoughts can kill you. it damage your feelings and positive outlook in life that can destroy you...(but sad to say even though we know this fact we often choose to welcome pain then pity ourselves later on than to fight in order to live happily and have a normal life without guilt, pain and bitterness.)But you know what? At the back of those black spot that clouded are minds and hearts there is a light that will show us that there is always a new start for a new life, for a broken dreams, hopes, broken promises, and a new start for a shattered and lost love.
There is no cure that can kick your brain and heart to bring back to life to start to think, to hope, to beat and to start to feel love and its warmth again but our WILLINGNESS to get ourselves out from the shelves where we hide ourselves that makes us idle and makes our hearts numb...WILLINGNESS to give ourselves a chance to live life happiy and meaningful...WILLINGNESS to obey God's plan for us is the only cure to make ourselves worthy for God for others for our family and friends and for the person we are longing to see to stay for the rest of our lives.

...

2005-08-30T19:39:00.000+08:00

Today is the best day and the unfortunate day of my life.
Today is one of the most happy days of my life, but the most nerve cracking day of my life I want to die.
Today will be the most special but the saddest day of my life...
'coz today I will live and today I will die.

BABA, TAAS, BABA, TAAS

2005-07-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

Ano bang maibibigay na comment ko sa mga kaguluhang nangyayari ngayon sa bansang ito
kung isa rin ako sa mga walang alam sa mga tunay na nangyayari, at tunay na nais nang mayorya para sa isyu na kinakaharap ng ating kasalukuyang pangulo at bansa?

Sa crisis na ito isa lang naman ang nanganganib sa bawat sagot, kilos at pasya ng taong bayan. Pero kung ating susuriin hati ang pananaw ng sambayanang pilipino ukol dito. Merong mga taong nagsasabing kailangan dumaan sa tamang proseso ang lahat at ang iba naman ay protesta sa daan upang maipakaita sa taong bayan ang kanilang hinaing at mga ipinaglalabang karapatang naiwala sa kanila. Ngunit sa iyong palagay alin nga bang paraan ang dapat nating gawin?

Sa dami ng hirap na pinag daanan nating mga pinoy, mas gugustuhin ko sana bilang isang Pilipino na maghanap ng isang mapayapang solusyon, yung pare-pareho tayong nagiisip at naninimbang, hindi nagpapadala sa galit at emosyon ng iba, dahil kahit anong sabihin natin at kahit anong galing, at ganon katiwala na nasa panig tayo ng tama mimsan di mo alam nalalansi ka na. Mahirap man paniwalaan at mangyari pero kung ang sambayanang Pilipino ay magkakaisa at hihinahon, at bantayan maigi at pairalin maigi ang batas sa palagay ko naman may laban tayo kahit paano..."may laban kahit paano"

"may LABAN KAHIT PAANO" siguro maraming mag co-comment sa "may laban kahit paano" dahil kung titignan natin pinairal na natin ang batas ng tama gumegewang pa rin ang hustisya, pero sa akin isa na iyon sa hakbang na maari nating gawing panimula upang maayos ang problema ng bansa. Kesa naman sa lumaban ka sa kalsada, pahirapan mo ang sarili mo pero ang laban mo pa rin e "may laban kahit paano". Isipin mo ang sarili mo pag nabalian ka ng buto, isipin mo ang pamilya mo pag ikaw na lang ang inaasahan, isipin monh mga taong madadamay sa gulo, mapa-civilian o mapa sundalo tao tayo parepareho at may mga taong umaasa at nagmamahal sa atin. Isipin mo mga taong walang pinag aralan, na konting udyok lang nagsisiklab ang damdamin at dahil mahal ang pamilya lalaban kung saan para lang masiguro ang kinabukasan ng kanilang mga anak. Siguro di na kailangan ng ilang EDSA kung uumpisahan nating sa tamang pamamaraan ng paglutas ng crisis sa bayan, huwag kang lumaban para saiyo, huwag kang lalaban para lang guminhawa ang buhay mo. lumaban ka para sa bansa mo, sa ikapapanatag, ikauunlad at ikagaganda...sisiguraduhin ko saiyo pati ikaw uunlad.

O? Ngayon pano naman mangyayari ang mga pinag sasasabi ko? Ewan ko din? hehehe...Pero dasal lang at maging mahinahon ok na siguro para sa unang hakbang.

PARANG GANITO YAN E: Aakyat sa dyip may dalang mga flyers sasahibih, MAKISAMA KAYO AT MAGINGAY PARA MAIPAKITA ANG PAGTUTOL NATIN SA PAG TAAS NG KURYENTE. pero suriin mo kung sino ang mga nagrereklamo at nakikibaka sa pagtaas ng kuryente e di mga nandadaya rin sa kuryente. WALANG KWENTA YANG MERALCO WALA NANG HIRING-HIRING TAAS NG TAAS, parang tayo din minsan wala ng HIRING HIRING nakaw na lang ng nakaw. Di naman sa kinakampihan ang meralco pero parepareho lang diba? Kung tutuusin. Taas ng pamasahe, kasi tumaas ang gasolina, pero pag nag-rollback ba ang gasolina babalik din ba sa dati ang pamasahe?

Merong mga bagay na mahirap gawin, at lalaong di magagwa sa isang pitik lang, kaya sana wala namang sisihan one way to improved the country is to help each other wag tayong maghatakan pababa. HAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Sana naman matapos na ito! Di ko gustong lumubog ang Pilipinas.

Friendship questions???

2005-06-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

Sa pag-kakaibigan walang iwanan diba? pero madalas ang laglagan. madalas ang iringan, madalas pikunan,asaran kasi ng asaran. Minsan nakaksakit, minsan walang pakialaman kahit alam ng nakakasagasa, pero deep inside masaya man ang pang ibabaw na nararamdamn dahil nakaganti... ang totoo nasasaktan ka rin.

Naranasan niyo na ba na minsan makipag kaibigan ka sa ibang tao at isiping iwan ang tinuring mong mga tunay na kaibigan dahil lang sa walang bagay na di pagkakaunawaan?
One ans: parang di ok.

Wala akong masabi ngayong araw na ito!

2005-06-27T19:06:00.000+08:00

pero thank you sa comments ng magagandang fairy. Hoy! malen, totoo ba yun ha? ganda naman ng comment mo sa akin. Bwahahahahahaha! To Amy , thank you, and to Ruth. And thank you MTV for making me the artist of the month.hehehehehehe!

yellow!

2005-06-18T11:45:00.000+08:00

Ang gulo naman ng buhay dito!
Sarap sanang mag interet kaso di masarap yung patak ng oras sa bulsa ko. Pano ba yan? natutuwa pa naman ako sa blog spot na 'to kahit ano pwede mong sabihin at gawin. Anong masasabi nyo sa trabhong mababa ang sweldo? Ako? e di wala...kalahati ng sweldo intrega sa nanay, yung matitira pang kain at pamasahe lang, wala ng pang enjoy na dapat sana meron din. sana meron din akong maipon para sa pag travel ko in the future...hehehe ang saya siguro nun, no? (well for sure naman yun e, kaso nga lang kahit walal akong balat sa pwet puro unfortunate events pa rin ang nangyayari sa buhay ko. anyway ano pa nga ba ang magagawa ko? keep it up na lang(yek!), smile na lang(kahit agos na luha mo.), magisip ng masaya para para kang nawisikan ng pinky dust ni tinkerbel, at always say that God will always be here for me sa mga ups and downs ko. Pinaka swerte na yung huling nasabi ko kasi bitiwan ka man ng buong mundo ok lang, pero pag binitawan ka ni God ni di mo na nga masasabing ipasa-dios mo na lang dahil...wala ka ng kapitan, mnginig ka na lang...hehehe. Pero never naman yun mangyayari kasi tao lang ang bumibitaw sa kanya. Siya ang puno tayo dahon na umaalis ng sanga niya. Pasaway kasi!

I'm going...hehehe...

2005-06-18T11:00:00.000+08:00

I'm going to see the world of my own.
Sarap pala ng may,
Kahit anong gawin mo ok lang, kahit anong post ok lang.
Kahit anong nasa utak mo ok lang?
Bwahahahahaha