Fantasy

Fantasy, fantasy, can lose your senses.
Fantasy, fantasy can detached you to the real world. Fantasy...fantasy.. if not be controlled, your life will be wasted.
Fantasy world color your fantasy life but not your breathing life. A little girl i know for so long just want to cry and cry when she found out everything that makes her feel right and happy is just a fantasy. Now that she's awake everything that she had is just a fading pictures of what she thought her world...her beautiful world which is a sham. Reading lots of books give her courage to dream, give her new excitement, a new taste of supposed to be adventure, but when she closed her books reality falls on her. 'You can't do it' a nugging voice in her mind keep telling her. She is lack of things that she needs to do what she wants to do. She feels that she doesn't have knowledge to pursue her goals unlike the heroines in her books. She is lack of money to finance her journey. She is lack of courage, her self esteem is dying, inferiority reigns, fears consume her. She wants to cry until to the last drop of her tears and toss everything around her beacuse of anguish, anger and bitterness for every failure she could no longer bears. She hates the world for making her feel that way. Many times she seek God's reasons for the pains that she had. She asked God where He was when she is in deep trouble, in the midst of uncertainty, shame, and her suffering. But all the times she ask God, a little voice inside of her keep on telling her, that God is beside her all the time she seek Him. He suffers as she suffers. He cries as she feel her pains, Bruises as she hurt herself, Die as she loses her faith. But He never loses His faith on her, He never look at her in her miserable condition especially when she was blaming Him for everything gone wrong into her life when infact it is also her fault, and never never stop fighting for her to gain her own victory to all the trials she destined to face, and For her to have the life that He once promise when He died on the cross. He shed blood- his own precious blood to save her soul from the eternal flame of doom.
God suffers when He see us suffers, but there's no way to mold us but through His trials and pains. There's no way to test us but to rob us from the things we cling on to this life and see if our faith and loyalty will remain for Jesus alone.

Duh! (talking to myself)

Most of the people are reluctant to do things they want to do.
They hate to be interrupted at their normal and comfortable life.
They don't want changes, they are contented in what they have, they are the one who exactly addicted to STAGNANTATION.
Anyway the shocking news is they are the people who have the biggest dreams ever in the whole wide world...sadly dreamers love to dream but not to act.
They hate extra efforts, time, patience, they hate additional knowledge etc. They just want to seat back and relax (just like what a song I used to hear..hehehehe) wishing someday they will have the life that they've been dreaming; or the one they have watched in the movie or read in the books. Surely, people, your dreams will be burried in your mind..in your fantasy world but not in the real world...and in the end only desperation, pain, bitterness and hatred will come out in your real life.
Unfortunately these are the people who are committed in an easy life. I know someone who fell to that kind of person and her name is ME. But right now ME is trying to fight for her dreams...for her destiny...and she felt that its is very much fun and exciting, much better than being stag in her house.
Let me tell you that life isn't a very easy journey. Life is so precious..God-given gift to us-undeserve people. Everyday is a battle for our salvation. Everyday is a battle for us to become worthy to have it eternally in the eternal kingdom. And in this battle laziness, and fears has no room. For these attitudes are the ultimate reason why people like ME do not pursue their destiny...and the only antidote to that is FAITH. trusting God in your every steps will change your mindset.

A tRue fAb

We girls want to look fab everytime and everywhere, specially with people around us that we care and love so much (God, our parents, siblings, super kilig cRuShes or should I say "our one true love second to God).
But isn't great not just to look fAb-but to become fAbulous inside-out; In every moves and turn we do, in every choices (dress, bags, shoes, people we want to be with), decisions (dreams, things we deal in life etc.)that we make.
Whenever and wherever the wind brought us our fashionable outlooks will never leave a marked to the places and people we touched by our grace but the smile and joy that we shared to them.
A Lady who can impart her heart and show the image of her heavenly father is surely will shine above all else and definitely a True FAB in its true meaning.